A Poem: Leave me, I am bad

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I know I such a bad woman
and I no longer want to be one, no more
but it's not that easy

I keep crawling, hurting myself to escape
but the old me is standing there
watching and ask me to comeback

'Cause the war inside consumes me.
I don't think that I can win.

I want to see you smiling again
Laughing like a baby
Although it is not with me

All the mistakes I made,
I can't ask for your forgiveness anymore
Leave me for your sake

Cause I love you

Deep in my hear, I want you to hold me, stay near me since
I cannot live without your presence. But it hurts me even more while you cry.

-NFLH

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